Day 99 - No NICU visit today

10/24/17 Day 99 of Life

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This was one of the few days I couldn’t make it to the NICU to see my son, Lex. We had had his brother, Lochlan home for two nights and I just couldn’t do it. I was too exhausted to even feel bad about it.
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It was 24/7 pumping, cleaning pump parts, warming bottles, feeding baby, cleaning bottles and then changing diapers. Once that cycle was done, it seemed to be time to do it again. It was nonstop and I only had one baby at this point. Lex would be home any day now and the routine would be the same…only doubled!
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I was so excited to have my entire family under one roof, but definitely scared for my new life.